It's brought me the most amazingly beautiful, exhilarating, challenging, fun experiences. Met a Best Friend and a Husband. Fortunately I still have the Best Friend.
I love it, and with all this practice and education along the way, I've become a reasonably good singer. It means so much to me that I know I need to improve to keep up up with the rising standard of my current group, Auckland Choral
And therein lies the flaw. I've never had a formal lesson from a singing teacher and I'm terrified to start. All these years I've been hiding in the crowd, gotta have 2 more people or I can't let a sound out.
Why?
- fear that I've never been any good - this is nonsense! all those successful auditions over the years...
- fear of constructive criticism - might have to work a bit, too bad
- fear that it can't get any better - surely must be able to squeeze a few more degrees of beauty
- fear of change... my old dragon, many times slain and reincarnated
so! tonight I'm going to commit to lessons with Ken Cornish, a singer I greatly admire, and see if I can Get Over It
